A new day has come. Another ordinary day. A day of working, mingling, sitting, pleasing, what other things to do in such an ordinary day! I have been wondering where I am leading since the day I choose to walk on this path I’m in. I’ve been lost for a period of time and it seems that I’ll stay lost forever.
Ohhhh..!! That sounds too scary! I don’t want to end up being lost! Forever? Hey! I still want to be.. hmmmm what do I really want to become?
Maybe ahmmm… let me think again… ahmmmm… oh I see! I think I want to become…. an enthusiast!!
Or maybe a racer! Oh that sounds great! Driving a formula car… oh it’s really awesome! Or maybe a singer! I always want to be one ever since I was a kid!
My mother once dreamt of having a teacher daughter. But we refused. I refused! I refused to fulfill her dream. I never wanted to be a teacher. I don’t know why, I just don’t want to be one.
Of course what would a mother feel if her daughter will refuse her? She was sad and asked us why do we refuse on becoming a teacher? We told her our reasons. She got quiet.
I thought she was upset and got mad but she wasn’t and assured us she will never get mad at us for making our own decisions.
Ever since I was wondering what I will be in the future. Even now I was so undecided about it. But one thing is for sure.
I only want to be free. I want to fly up. Up! Laughing with birds. Swimming with fishes in the shore. Exploring. Exploring! Exploring!
Hay! Dreams! They’re just to good to be true. Maybe they’re just meant to be dreams forever! So lucky am I to have these dreams!
Lucky! Lucky? Yeah! Whatever!
