Monday, November 16, 2009

Friday the 13th in Manila!

I slept last night wishing that this day would end not as everyone thought it would be.

They say Friday the 13th is not a good date. It was even considered as a day of bad lucks.
Yet for me, it was not. I was confused about all things. I was always lonely, heavy-hear ted but slowly I was able to learn simple facts of life.

I don't really remembered how my other Friday the 13th in this world ended but today I wish I will never forget.

My day ended happily. I am so grateful and I wan to stay like this forever. Earlier I saw no stars and was so sad. I thought there will be no stars tonight since the night sky is so cloudy. I had wish that I may see just one.

Now I do not only see one but plenty of them.

Everyone's been here for me all the time yet I was choosing to be left alone somewhere . A place that doesn't exist.

Though reality hits me so hard that t even take my smile away, I still have to embrace it.

I think I'll stay like this way.

I guess this is just me.

I'll be longing for that certain place until the day that I'll be able to find it. The n, I'll be taking the next step after that.

But this day ended happily...... (with a smile!). :)