Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Monday, October 12, 2009
Just got bored....
A new day has come. Another ordinary day. A day of working, mingling, sitting, pleasing, what other things to do in such an ordinary day! I have been wondering where I am leading since the day I choose to walk on this path I’m in. I’ve been lost for a period of time and it seems that I’ll stay lost forever.
Ohhhh..!! That sounds too scary! I don’t want to end up being lost! Forever? Hey! I still want to be.. hmmmm what do I really want to become?
Maybe ahmmm… let me think again… ahmmmm… oh I see! I think I want to become…. an enthusiast!!
Or maybe a racer! Oh that sounds great! Driving a formula car… oh it’s really awesome! Or maybe a singer! I always want to be one ever since I was a kid!
My mother once dreamt of having a teacher daughter. But we refused. I refused! I refused to fulfill her dream. I never wanted to be a teacher. I don’t know why, I just don’t want to be one.
Of course what would a mother feel if her daughter will refuse her? She was sad and asked us why do we refuse on becoming a teacher? We told her our reasons. She got quiet.
I thought she was upset and got mad but she wasn’t and assured us she will never get mad at us for making our own decisions.
Ever since I was wondering what I will be in the future. Even now I was so undecided about it. But one thing is for sure.
I only want to be free. I want to fly up. Up! Laughing with birds. Swimming with fishes in the shore. Exploring. Exploring! Exploring!
Hay! Dreams! They’re just to good to be true. Maybe they’re just meant to be dreams forever! So lucky am I to have these dreams!
Lucky! Lucky? Yeah! Whatever!
Ohhhh..!! That sounds too scary! I don’t want to end up being lost! Forever? Hey! I still want to be.. hmmmm what do I really want to become?
Maybe ahmmm… let me think again… ahmmmm… oh I see! I think I want to become…. an enthusiast!!
Or maybe a racer! Oh that sounds great! Driving a formula car… oh it’s really awesome! Or maybe a singer! I always want to be one ever since I was a kid!
My mother once dreamt of having a teacher daughter. But we refused. I refused! I refused to fulfill her dream. I never wanted to be a teacher. I don’t know why, I just don’t want to be one.
Of course what would a mother feel if her daughter will refuse her? She was sad and asked us why do we refuse on becoming a teacher? We told her our reasons. She got quiet.
I thought she was upset and got mad but she wasn’t and assured us she will never get mad at us for making our own decisions.
Ever since I was wondering what I will be in the future. Even now I was so undecided about it. But one thing is for sure.
I only want to be free. I want to fly up. Up! Laughing with birds. Swimming with fishes in the shore. Exploring. Exploring! Exploring!
Hay! Dreams! They’re just to good to be true. Maybe they’re just meant to be dreams forever! So lucky am I to have these dreams!
Lucky! Lucky? Yeah! Whatever!
Monday, October 5, 2009
First Train Experince!
Having been in the LRT is a first time experience for me. It may sound so naive but it's tru. At frist I thought that being in the train will cause me nauseas but what i had experience earlier is the opposite. Well I never thought trains are air conditioned facilities! And guess what! We were standing in the train! Well I consider that one, another adventure in my first train experience. I even thought of collecting the gate passes but my friends told me that I cnnot keep it as a souvenier or collectible or something because we will be needing it when we will be going out of the station. Of course! Waht are gate passes for. That saddened me a bit but it's okay! That's the way it should be.
We indeed sue our gate passes the moment we are bout to go out of the station. We insert them in the machine - like thing which ate them and it reaaly never release back our gate passes. What a shame! I am still hoping that I will be able to keep my gate pass.
This day was also ht first time I set foot on Tayuman, Tondo where my friend was assigned in one of the branches of the company where we are working. That was alo the first time I selt the mell of a squatter's area.
Well it doesn't matter nything to me. The palce is still a home for everyone in the city specially those who were born and grew up in Tondo. I cannot be so very socially concened in that kind of matter. They love it there so let's just be it.
And oh! I saw two little boys asking for alms. I relally felt very pitty for those kids. They are just two little kids. I wonder will their limber bodies survived the cruelty of the big world were in? i thought of giving them alms but something flash on my mind so instantly that all I could say was, "Louya sad sa mga bata oi. Gwapo r ba unta!". The thought is that "Are those part of certain syndicate?" I reaaly hope no. They are too young to experience such cruelty. They must be with other kids: playing, studying, playing, studying and exploring till they run out of energy out in the sun and indoors.
I really hope that I could help those children somedy. If given a chance, I want to see them having a good future and smiling to their hearts content. Living happily in this big, mad world we live in. If not, maybe someone out there, somehow, might find a room for those kids to live freely and happily.
That ended my first train experience!
We indeed sue our gate passes the moment we are bout to go out of the station. We insert them in the machine - like thing which ate them and it reaaly never release back our gate passes. What a shame! I am still hoping that I will be able to keep my gate pass.
This day was also ht first time I set foot on Tayuman, Tondo where my friend was assigned in one of the branches of the company where we are working. That was alo the first time I selt the mell of a squatter's area.
Well it doesn't matter nything to me. The palce is still a home for everyone in the city specially those who were born and grew up in Tondo. I cannot be so very socially concened in that kind of matter. They love it there so let's just be it.
And oh! I saw two little boys asking for alms. I relally felt very pitty for those kids. They are just two little kids. I wonder will their limber bodies survived the cruelty of the big world were in? i thought of giving them alms but something flash on my mind so instantly that all I could say was, "Louya sad sa mga bata oi. Gwapo r ba unta!". The thought is that "Are those part of certain syndicate?" I reaaly hope no. They are too young to experience such cruelty. They must be with other kids: playing, studying, playing, studying and exploring till they run out of energy out in the sun and indoors.
I really hope that I could help those children somedy. If given a chance, I want to see them having a good future and smiling to their hearts content. Living happily in this big, mad world we live in. If not, maybe someone out there, somehow, might find a room for those kids to live freely and happily.
That ended my first train experience!
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